Height of My Fears

from Heart-Shaped Mountain by Ha Ha Tonka

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My thoughts take flight on terrible wings
They soar over unspeakable things
Canyons carved out by rivers of tears
Mountains rise up to the height of my fears
Up to the height of my fears

I see it all from way up here
If I start to fall from the height of my fears
the moment that it all seemed crystal clear

I know my head is such a horrible place
nightmares and what-ifs taking up space
I can’t seem to believe that you won’t disappear
My thoughts rise up to the height of my fears
Up to the height of my fears

At the height of my fears I’m losing you
Or you’re letting me go

I see it all from way up here
If I start to fall from the height of my fears
the moment that I saw you disappear
the moment when it all seemed crystal clear

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from Heart-Shaped Mountain, released March 10, 2017

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Ha Ha Tonka Missouri

Ha Ha Tonka is the unmistakable indie-meets-Southern rock band comprised of Brett Anderson, Lucas Long and Brian Roberts. The band toys with the theme of living beyond a normal lifetime- the concept of reliving and rewriting our lives, and the lessons we can all learn along the way. ... more

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